by PAXmommy Mel | Nov 20, 2016 | PAXbaby, Uncategorized |
PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com We took a very special family picture on Friday to commemorate our Baby Blaise’s EDD... Read More
by PAXmommy Mel | Sep 9, 2016 | PAXbaby |
PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com “This should be my belly right now. I know five babies was not in our “plan” but now that #5 is no longer here, the pain of the loss runs deep. I never knew how much miscarriage can mess with your hormones, your mind, your... Read More
by PAXmommy Mel | Aug 25, 2016 | PAXbaby |
PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com I’m feeling especially grateful tonight for friends near and far who’ve held my hand, rubbed my back, and taught me how to put one foot in front of the other again! It’s been 3 months since I was pregnant last, and not a day... Read More
by PAXmommy Mel | Aug 6, 2016 | PAXbaby |
PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com When I was miscarrying our eighth baby, breastfeeding helped my body & hormones regulate. By this point in my pregnancy, my milk was drying up quickly, but #toddlercate was happy to nurse and help her mama feel better! #oxytocin... Read More
by PAXmommy Jillian | Jul 24, 2016 | PAXbaby |
How does one measure love? Certainly not based on the size of a placenta, but in my case, it’s all I have left of my baby. 15 weeks in my belly, 8 weeks in heaven; my heart will never be whole again but I wouldn’t give back this time for the world. paxbaby... Read More
by PAXmommy Jillian | Jul 5, 2016 | PAXbaby |
To those who aren’t who they want to be.What they want to be. Where they want be. How they want to be. To those who envisioned their life differently. In a different location perhaps. In a different state of mind. In a different physical body. To all those who... Read More
by PAXmommy Mel | May 31, 2016 | PAXbaby |
PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com *graphic birth story* Yesterday morning I finished Blaise’s pregnancy with the intense birth of my placenta. What I endured last Saturday in San Diego was the birthing of our baby’s sac and cord. It was deflated and withered just... Read More
by PAXmommy Mel | May 27, 2016 | PAXbaby |
PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com PAxbaby.com Our sweet family buried a tiny placenta this afternoon; Baby Blaise will be remembered by this beautiful Magnolia tree and the prayers said this afternoon by each of her family members. We have loved and will continue to love... Read More
by PAXmommy Mel | May 23, 2016 | PAXbaby |
PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com The first star on the right twinkled especially bright tonight, didn’t it?!? Baby Blaise’s *birthday* was today, May 21, on a full moon at 14 weeks and 2... Read More
by PAXmommy Mel | May 15, 2016 | Extras, PAXbaby |
PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com paxbaby paxbaby Our PAXfamily pictures this week are a beautiful tribute to the loss of our beloved eighth baby,#JustOneMoreBabyD, aka... Read More
by PAXmommy Mel | May 4, 2016 | PAXbaby |
PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com A message from PAXmommy Jillian and PAXdaddy Aaron: “Aaron and I had to give our little herd the most difficult news last night. Telling them that their new baby has gone to Heaven and they will not be holding a sweet new person in their... Read More
by PAXmommy Lynelle | May 29, 2014 | PAXbaby |
PAXbaby.com Miscarriage. What a scary word! Isn’t that a BAD word?? Up there with the F- word? But it’s more than just a word for 1 in every 4 women. It’s something nightmares are made of. It’s something unexpected, yet heart wrenching. It’s such a powerful word, yet... Read More