Waiting

Waiting

PAXbaby.com ***Please take caution when reading this heartfelt post; you may be triggered if you have been affected by pregnancy loss. PAXbaby.com Now that you have tried to make a baby, there’s the endless two week wait while you wrestle with the inner turmoil... Read More
Three months

Three months

PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com I’m feeling especially grateful tonight for friends near and far who’ve held my hand, rubbed my back, and taught me how to put one foot in front of the other again! It’s been 3 months since I was pregnant last, and not a day... Read More
Hormones & Breastfeeding

Hormones & Breastfeeding

PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com When I was miscarrying our eighth baby, breastfeeding helped my body & hormones regulate. By this point in my pregnancy, my milk was drying up quickly, but #toddlercate was happy to nurse and help her mama feel better! #oxytocin... Read More
A tiny placenta print

A tiny placenta print

How does one measure love? Certainly not based on the size of a placenta, but in my case, it’s all I have left of my baby. 15 weeks in my belly, 8 weeks in heaven; my heart will never be whole again but I wouldn’t give back this time for the world. paxbaby... Read More
*graphic birth story*

*graphic birth story*

PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com *graphic birth story* Yesterday morning I finished Blaise’s pregnancy with the intense birth of my placenta. What I endured last Saturday in San Diego was the birthing of our baby’s sac and cord. It was deflated and withered just... Read More
Loss.

Loss.

PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com   PAxbaby.com   Our sweet family buried a tiny placenta this afternoon; Baby Blaise will be remembered by this beautiful Magnolia tree and the prayers said this afternoon by each of her family members. We have loved and will continue to love... Read More
Rainbow

Rainbow

PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com paxbaby From PAXmommy Jillian: “To my friends… you are amazing. Your hearts have poured love over our family, and so many prayers were said for our sweet baby. I could feel your strength and thank you for it, because it was a hard... Read More
#JustOneMoreBabyD

#JustOneMoreBabyD

PAXbaby.com PAXbaby.com Do you think that this could be a sign???? 10 perfect peas in a pod! In case you haven’t heard!!! PAXmommy Jillian is expecting BABY #8! No matter how many times you have done it, early pregnancy is always full of emotion. From the moment... Read More
Wonderful news for PAXbaby!

Wonderful news for PAXbaby!

PAXbaby.com It is with an overflowing heart and joyful song that I am writing this blog post! As each of my babies has been born and grows so quickly into a small person, I wonder, “Is this my last baby? Will this be the last time I experience the wonderment of... Read More